I was thinking about having a heart to heart with my son, but he has his girlfriend over. I am frustrated and angry about the whole food thing. I know he does this because he feels bad, but I shouldn't have to be abused either. I want to share the Al-Anon program with him even though I know he won't do anything for himself.
I can't let myself be sucked into cleaning up after him or doing anything for him that he can do for himself. It isn't the way to help him.
I do hope someday to have a real relationship with my children. It pains me to think I won't, but we don't have much in common. They don't like the main activities I do. I often feel I wasted 21 years of my life. I need to let go.
This is one of those nights when I feel I should reach out and call someone on that call list, but I'm not really connected to people in the group yet so I feel a little weird about it, but I so strongly feel that I need help tonight. There's no-one else to turn to for support.
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